We live in a continual mileu of an electro-magnetic flux. We being our human attention, and that integrated thoroughly with such flux is the higher consciousness that all of the world’s wisdom traditions point to as the experience of god.

Grace isn’t always pleasant, but it IS always ecstatic. For instance if you cut your finger badly the pain may be unpleasant, but your conscious experience of it is constructive, instructive and even soothing.